My first blog post wow.

Do you really want to know why I started this blog?

I purchased a nice keyboard and I wanted to use it lol. I didn't just want to use it just to use it, I wanted it to be meaningful. So what a great time to start a blog on my own personal website.

It's not until 5 filled journals deep in and also the help of my boyfriend that I realized I enjoy writing. Shit, I even do tarot readings which includes writing and telling a story and giving guidance through written words. I could literally tell people I'm a freelance writer if I for some reason don't want to tell them I'm a tarot reader.

Anyway, writing is important to me and the thought of sharing or showing someone my journals is insaaaaaane. But there is a part of me who wishes to share some of it. You can definitely say intimacy scares me. I feel like seeing peoples handwriting for the first time feels very intimate. I don't know how to explain why but it just does lol. I love finding out how a person writes. That small detail about a human is so cute to me.

In all my journals and even my sketchbooks I make sure to write on the first page saying, "There are no rules here" I don't like the idea of limiting myself in there. (or in life in general, yet I still limit myself in a lot of ways)

My journal is where I vent, where I express what goes on in my loud, sometimes cloudy and curious mind. I want to share that. Maybe ill type up some of the stuff I have in my journals onto this blog. Maybe ill just express stuff straight on here.

Anyway thank you for reading this, and thank you self for writing this.

k bye <3